Why am i here?? well i don’t think that you still have the time to visit our old blog, or maybe you have forgotten our username and password... but anyway, i wouldnt mind because this is my last entry and i just want to say something.

I'm letting you go.

For the past 6 years I’ve been loving you. Lots of things had happened between us, and there were changes. Changes that drifted us apart. Changes that would make me suffer and broke my heart. Changes that I accepted and deal with it even though I was really hurting inside. I guess I cannot stop the changes when it is the only constant thing in this damn world. But you know what, even though you’ve changed so much to the point that I really don’t know you anymore, I still accepted you because I love you.

Sabi ko sa mga friends ko, lahat na yata ng sakit regarding love, natikman ko na. But im still hurting inside… bakit ba hindi pa ko mamanhid? Un na lang kase inaantay ko eh. Di ko na pala kelangan antayin yon

Sa totoo lang, ive done my very best para sayo. Nakagawa ako ng mga sacrifices na hndi ko akalain na magagawa ko. Lalo na yung binigay ko ung happiness mo nung pinili mo si rowan kaysa sakin. Bsta maging masaya ka lang kahit masakit sakin, ok lang. Pero nung sinaktan ka ni rowan andun ako sa tabi mo… at nasasaktan ako kase nasasaktan ka. Feeling ko nga lahat nagawa ko eh. Bsta ang alam ko kahit ano ibibigay ko sayo. Parang kahit imposible ginawa ko. Alam mo na un… Pero kahit isa dun wala akong pinagsisihan kase naging masaya ako. Masaya ako kase nasa tabi kita.

Pero ngayon, parang napagod na ko… wala na akong maibigay kase nabigay ko na lahat but it wasn’t really enough. Pati love ko sa sarili ko wala na… im letting you go coz I know its for the better. I need to love myself. I need to take back what ive lost for the past years… I love you soo much… sobra! Ikaw lang ang sobrang minahal ko ng ganto. If we are really meant for each other, we will still find ourselves in love again at the right time…

Thank you for loving me…

Goodbye…

I love you… I hope you’ll be happy…